Crazy, Beautiful Life

 Its 12:30 am and I have decided after much deliberation I have to force myself to just put my fingers on the keyboard and type, and that is because if I never get this first blog written I will never continue with this whole blogging thing and there is a good chance I will just lose my ever loving mind.

I’m 19 years old and i recently just ended a big chapter in my life and am trying to find a way to start writing the next.  Two weeks ago I left the first job I ever had after almost 3 years and became what my boyfriend refers to as a "housewife" although we are not married.  I clean all day and play with our three baby boys. A 4 year old Australian Shepard (Jaxon), a 3 year old Collie/Lab (Dexter), and a 1 year old Pit bull/Something (Cash).  It sounds pretty crazy and I won’t tell you it’s not but it’s my life and I chose it to be what it is.  People like to criticize my crazy beautiful life and I’ll be honest sometimes it would be easy enough to just admit "yea maybe I'm in over my head a bit" but as easy as that would be I know that if I didn’t have my three babies, my one small 2 bedroom apartment, no job, and a boyfriend who loves me unconditionally and would do anything for us I would not be happy.

So that's it, My first blog, the start of a new beginning.

xoxo,
Kaitlyn Pearl

"I love this crazy, tragic, sometimes almost magic, awful, beautiful life"